"Forever and forever and forever," he murmured.
"That sounds exactly right to me."
And then we continued blissfully into this small but
perfect piece of our forever.
Bella.

I was wrong. I'm just too tired to post. I deleted my entire first sentence & just heaved a megatron-sigh. I'll write what I can & nothing more. Really, I was meant to talk about the film 2012. It really did alter my thoughts in a way 'cause I always thought the world was immune to the unknown but damn was I naive. It really does take you into another realm 'cause some day, whether it's 2012 or in another few hundred years, this planet would deteriorate & bring down with it everything that it can possibly grasp onto. Whilst watching the film, I was clinging onto my bf's chest for dear life almost fearing the tsunami waves in a very childish manner. I would've sobbed aswell but wouldn't that have been too embarassing! lol

Icy don't you think? It's making me thirsty . _ .

It does make you think a damn lot when it comes to the word 'forever'. It's used quite excessively in the Twilight saga but to me it never really lost its true meaning & significance. Maybe to these unrealistic characters, there was forever and forever 'cause they're so bloody obsessed with each other. Not like I wasn't & still aren't obsessed one way or another with my bf but it does really steal away your independance. (Those times laying in bed staring aimlessly at the ceiling hoping he would evaporate in mid-air). Then again, if you're independent suppose it puts you at a risk of oblivion to the special moments shared b/w each other.

Forever is a daunting word. Infact a lot of people don't believe in forever. But some who have experienced it do. I wanna experience it. I wanna be able to tell others that there really is forever. Maybe not with the existence of the world but with something so much more. Today, I witnessed a taste of forever. Eating dinner together with my bf (discreetly dating of course) with my parents & seeing everyone laugh so openly & warmly meant that this was real. Everything was real & that I was also a candidate embarking towards a perfect piece of our forever. Maybe you are too?

I had work at 4A.M. this morning. I only had around 2 hours of sleep the previous night. I'm impressed by the quality of my stream of conscience. I hear a constant beeping noise against my ears. It's really annoying. I think that's my system alarm telling me to gtfo before I crash permanently.

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