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You know what's shit? Havin to deal with people who talk about shit all day. Like all freakin day long. This it not an exageration since my day isn't that long anyway. But when some topics feel like it's never going to end, it's not worth talking about. No. That's not it. It's just the people you talk to are squirrels with a voice. No matter what you say, whether it's a simple comment about the weather (well actually, it's kinda more than sad if you talk to someone about the weather, there really must be a large degree of awkwardness) or a remark. They find a way to manipulate the situation & force their point of view on your head. Like it makes them appear intelligent in a way. Well hell to that. There is no 'way' that makes the situation seem even nearly CLOSE to intelligent when these people try to pull this off. It's as if there's a social debate that can be made out of everything. And actually, it's not a debate when they're continuously correcting you whether it makes sense or not. So the guy could be full of shit & if you're one of them who are easily pushed into a silent agreement then you would most likely give a quiet but steady nod.

You know what I realised about these people? They don't have a lot of friends. Or no friends that are commited to listen to him/her atleast. 'Cause they have nothing to say that is worth my time. They're just creating toxic waste & polluting the air even more than necessary. Sometimes, you think of why they would do that in hope that you would find some sort of reasonable defence that could back up their ridiculous behaviour. Well, I can tell you, they're either too intelligent & out of your league, they have ADHD (Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder; saying this actually might transfer the illness immediately to your system) or they have the brain of a jackass. I like to think they're a jackass because it brings me the most comfort & because from my personal experience, I feel this is the best answer. Maybe it's 'cause they lack a challenge in life? So by challenging you, it's also a challenge to themselves. And also by challenging you, there's a chance of embarassing you & ultimately boost their low egos to maximum point in a duration of seconds. I honestly hate it when they do that to you 'cause it just emphasises how much of a pansy they are & how desperately they need support on their intellect. It's a sign indicating that you need a new bunch of friends.

To sum me up in 1 word, I'm nice :D See my brilliant smile. Not only am I nice but I don't like to use their methods of what they call a 'challenge'. I don't respond to them so that they don't feel like it's a challenge no more. That's right. It's not a challenge anymore when you're being ignored now is it? So you turn away, hoping that they get the picture. But these people don't often see the picture or they choose not to see the picture 'cause they're fags. They find it easier to ramble on & to overwhelm you with whatever essay-response they can come up with. That would mean that Plan A: Ignore the Bitch won't actually work. If you notice, their satisfaction is fulfilled when they hear your silence & SEE your silence. It's unsettling if they can't SEE your expression 'cause they won't know if you're paying enough attention to hear her continue her minister speech. Which brings up Plan B: Run Away. Or walk away 'cause running away would hurt her poor feelings so much that she'll cry & stab herself to sleep (I'm referring to 'her' 'cause I know a 'her'). Just excuise yourself, walk out of your train carriage & enter another one casually. Don't be brutal. They will grenade you & your family. If you can't walk away, where the freak are you, may I ask? (If you broke your leg, then you could atleast hop away) Are you dumb enough to let you & that sicko have a chance of being stranded together? It's either you're a proud masochist or you're just too god damn weak. These people are robbing your wellbeing without you conciously knowing it! Why must you listen to their rubbish. If you wanted to then you would turn on 60 Minutes. A complete episode of 60 minute waffle with the convenience of turning the voice on & off, softer or louder.

It pains me to hear their voices. On better days, it hurts me a little less but it still hurts me. On worse days, when you know your uni lecture was giving you shit & you can't convert a fraction to decimal form under a minute, you just wanna bash & invert their entire body. You want the skin in the inside & the guts where you can see them in plain sight. "Oh, maybe you could..." *I simply suggest an idea* "Well, that would be dumb. Be RATONAL...*insert load of shit*" You know why they're like this? I found another reason. They're snobs. They're smug about everything you say & think. Even when you think it & you're not saying it, they assume you're thinking it & then respond to this 'thought' of yours that you didn't say aloud. So they might go, "What the fuck. Don't think that.." Don't assume what I think alright? Obviously what they're saying is the reverse of what you're thinking & when you argue that they're mistaken, they complain about your denial. They can't take no for an answer let alone that they're 'mistaken'. To them, you're suggesting they're mentally incapable. Yeh, that's exactly what I could be suggesting. Listen to those stuck-up brats. No wonder I wanna kill them. I'm a usually non-violent person aswell.

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