I am really not surprised its taken me this long to return to blogging. After giving myself a guilt trip about my totally limited sense of commitment to everything & absolutely anything, I decided to open up this grueling page to write about something. Yes & I understand it's a real problem that I have a limited attention span but the truth is maybe there really isn't anything lately that was worth a post. Okay...I lied.

There was Paramore & there were some enjoyable movies that I've watched lately that I could've talked about (Despicable Me - I didn't expect to like this let alone LOVE) but then I was just not enthusiastic enough to give a shit whether anyone knew about it or not so I've stuck to reality - a commitment which I found difficult to make since uni started BUT it's back to haunt me again 'cause the exams are creeping closer than ever &...well I'm just not ready. I don't think you can ever be ready 'cause if you ever have that mentality I think thats when your performance kinda dwindles away or remains constant & I don't like living with contempt. I would love a better taste of Ds or god damn a HD LOL But I'm just in the wrong place at the wrong time. It's kinda like being stuck in the mud. You're stuck, you know you're stuck, you're waiting for someone or something to pull you out but then no one has the guts & you just struggle & kinda squirm in my case but you're breathing. And I know it's my body's language of desperation when I start to squirm :l Exams make me squirm...a lot. Like all night man. Maybe I just make it seem as if it's a life/death matter - sometimes it does when my parents are hovering over me with a dagger in their hand threatening for nothing less than Excellent marks. Why don't I just do something about it by studying?! I ask myself. I tried studying. But I don't try hard enough 'cause if I did then I wouldn't be blogging atm would I? Yeh, smarty pants why can't I just be smarter so that studying could become a hobby *knocks head*

Positively - Paramore GODDAMNITWASTHEBESTSHITOUT.
ISWEARI'LLDOITAGAIN&AGAIN&AGAIN&FORANOTHERINFINITYLIFETIMES. That's just me being VERY excited. LOL More like post-excitement since its already been 3 days since the concert but seriousleeee guys if you've never been to a rock concert before you'll regret it. Trust me. And if you don't regret it, I'll regret it on your behalf & maybe die from over-dosage. I'll just leave you with an image.